Then end

I want to feel you hold my hand
As I close my eyes
And implode with muted elation.
I want to feel your delicate kiss,
Concerned, behaved.
Avoiding all temptation.
I'll invite you to my world
Where you can fill the air I breathe,
Sighing dulcet murmurs
That mean the world to me.
You'd look so tall, assured, inviting,
While I'd be small, humbled but fighting.
You say not now but when, if ever?
I cannot dream forever more
As I feel your passion fading
With every one of my endeavours.
Time is running out and our
Tribulation's nearing.
It tortures me to hold my breath.
To know the end is appearing.